"If I hadn't posted that first seven-second video [to TikTok], I'd be working in recruitment now."

+ feeling good about feeling good (for now)

A few days ago, I woke up, checked my bank account and felt ok. Then I remembered I had to pay council tax. And credit card bills. And pocket money. And I still felt ok. The money is there. Not a lot, but enough. And some more money will be coming in soon. Not a lot, but enough.

I had a coffee and I paid the bills. And I felt completely relaxed about it…